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[malewifehenrycooldown]

a very long post about bateman, and how i made a mistake liking him in the first place and should have shut that shit down when it started. the prioritization of my white feelings have gotten people hurt and its best to acknowledge that I was wrong for even liking him in the first place.

i really don't want to make a post like this but i just want to ask people to please stop associating me with bateman. I know my feelings were quite strong for him however I should have never liked him to begin with and I should have stopped liking him much earlier. i unfortunately prioritised my white feelings over the comfort of real people and honestly after thinking about it, its just not worth it anymore.

I get I should be self-indulgent but sometimes your feelings for fictional characters can get real people hurt and its your responsibility to accept that fact and own up to it. To my detriment I now recognize that liking bateman was the wrong thing to begin with. sure he has all the social commentary behind him as a character, but honestly that is too late and inexcusable. I was catering to my own feelings over the actual lives of other people who are negatively affected by the character's actions, I've lost friendships over it and now I have to deal with the consequences of my own actions, of which I do deserve. It should also be noted that unfortunately the original commentary of the character has been twisted to become a trojan horse that looks funny but actually peddles and pushes harmfully shitty ideas onto young impressionable audiences in the real world who don't have the full context or understanding of the source media.

When people think of bateman they don't think of the actual in-depth commentary left by Ellis or Herron, no, they think of the vile viral videos that endorse shitty 'alpha sigma whatever bullshit wolf pseudoscience label' ideas onto impressionable young amab teens who are confused and scared about the wider world and how it leaves them to internalize toxic ideas of masculinity. hence why people are reasonably disgusted by him.

I should have known better to even entertain the idea of liking him, and I should have cut myself away from all of his source material to begin with. Real people have gotten hurt due to the nature of the character and the source, I can't forgive myself for that, my reckless self-indulgence has caused real discomfort and harm to other people, I feel that I should have noticed it sooner and dropped him earlier. Hence, why to me, its not really worth liking him in it in the long run, plus like there are so many other much better slasher-like characters out there that don't have the same amount of controversial baggage as bateman has.

I do genuinely want to apologies to people that have felt genuinely hurt by me for liking bateman. Your discomfort is absolutely valid and you have every damn right to not accept any apologies from me, because I have to work for that forgiveness, i have to work hard to earn that respect back. if you've blocked me in the long run, i don't blame you, I'd probably do the same thing too. Sure the heart yearns for what it wants but sometimes you NEED to put that thinking cap back on and priortise other people's safety over your own feelings and that's a good learning experience.

Unfortunately, also I realise that I've put my thinking cap on way too late, and I don't think anything i do is really going to fix that even if I try as hard as a I can. But at the same time it's better to acknowledge that you're wrong as opposed to taking the cowards way out and doubling down, not bothering to learn from the mistakes to begin with.

The only other takeaway from this is that I do acknowledge that american psycho as a piece of media in general is a fantastic litmus test to know the level/understanding of a person's media literacy skills, which is pretty valuable in my opinion. If that's some silver lining I can take away from this, then that's okay with me.

If you made it all the way to the end, thank you for taking the time to read this, however it's up to you if you still want to interact with me and I won't blame you for not wanting to interact with me anymore.

Also before anyone asks, I'm actually not as heartbroken about it at all, however i am disappointed in myself for letting it happen in the first place and I should have just. you know. not enacted upon said crush to begin with. I've deleted many posts involving patrick but there's probably some that i've missed and i'l do my best to search through my blog to find them and delete the rest.

[salem-metal]

just finished listening to the end, so far and OH MY GOD that went way beyond what i thought it was gonna be holy shit

medicine for the dead was robbed of being a single before the album, love at first listen for that one, but what takes the cake for my absolute die hard favorite track is ABSOLUTELY yen, i love it so so so much

[sueske]

Have you watched Stranger Things? I was a fan of the show before I got into Naruto, and personally a mlm pairing from Stranger Things reminds me of SNS. Basically for Stranger Things, there has been 4 seasons up until now and there’s this main hetero pairing which looks canon and supposedly in love on the surface, but if you look closer actually it’s highly coded that the guy of the main hetero ship is actually in love with his childhood best friend. Stranger things is a very popular show, so I guess the creators decided to keep the intended mlm pairing only subtle up until now so they can keep the homophobic audience’s views, but its Netflix, so I feel like in the final season they will make the mlm pairing canon only in the final moment. But for Naruto, the manga is running through a conservative magazine in Japan, so yeah no matter if SNS is the actual intended pairing and highly coded, sadly it can’t happen, and ofc SJ and the editors will push the hetero agenda🙃

I have watched stranger things but I respectfully have to disagree. I assume you're talking about mike, will, and 11?

mike actually looks like he has feelings for 11, whereas his feelings for will seem more platonic to me, though it's abundantly clear that will has romantic feelings for mike.

not sure how this reminds you of sns, is it just the pining and yearning? sns don't really show romantic attraction to cbg and h (like mike does to 11), and sns' relationship isn't onesided and unbalanced with only one of them displaying romantic feelings while the other is more platonic (like will crushing on mike only).

about netflix wanting to keep the homophobic audience's views - isn't there like a lesbian character that's already been confirmed? I do agree that on the whole ppl are more tolerant of lesbian characters as opposed to gay ones (for... certain reasons), but even confirming that will has a crush on mike seems counterintuitive if that's their goal no?

like I said this is just my opinion, tbh I don't really think about stranger things too deeply, I've only watched it once through but this is just what it looked like to me.

[lovinkiri]

NSFW Alphabet ~ Shoto Todoroki

Warning: Ya know, smut, the good stuff!

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A = Aftercare (Do they take care of you afterwards? How?)

Yup.

Yup

Extensive Aftercare.

He will make sure you take a nice shower. Then get you in a nice robe. Get you a nice cup of water and maybe a nice snack. Then give you nice cuddle and whisper the nicest things.

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of yours? Of themselves?)

His favorite body part of yours is your lips. He loves kissing them, watching those delicious noises come from them, seeing them smile. The list goes on.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum)

He cums a lot, but its not very thick.

D = Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs)

He wants to fuck you in his dad's car, dining room, living room, bedroom. It'd be so fucking fun and he gets to defile his father's belongings! Its a win-win!

E = Experience (Any past experience?)

Yup. He's been with quite a few women, nothing long-term though.

F = Favorite Position (What's their favorite position?)

He actually loves missionary. At first. Then your leg is thrown over his shoulder and he's fucking you into the mattress.

G = Goofy (Are they serious or silly during sex?)

He's mostly serious in bed with you, but he can't help but crack a smile if you do.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes?)

He's pretty well groomed down there. Always has been.

And yes, the carpet does indeed match the drapes. Half n' Half ;)

I = Intimacy (Are they romantic?)

Sex with Shoto is romantic, steamy, and just amazing overall. So yup, sex is extremely romantic.

I mean, its an act of love right?

J = Jerk off (How often do they do it? What do they think of?)

Shoto doesn't do it very often. If he's horny, he'll let you know. If you're not in the mood, that's when he handles it.. Personally.

He loves of think of new and sexy role play ideas.

K = Kinks (One or more of their kinks)

Bondage, breeding, Master/Pet, Role-playing, maybe light degradation.

L = Location (Favorite place to do it?)

He loves taking you in the shower. Just having you hoisted against the wet, cold tiles and watching you shiver slightly. He lovees watching the water drip over your naked skin.

M = Motivation (What turns them on?)

Dirty talk. Definitely dirty talk.

Hearing you whine also turns him on, so be careful with that lol

N = NO (Something they wouldn't do? Turn offs?)

Shoto refuses to share you with anyone. Nope.

O = Oral (Would they rather give or receive?)

He'd rather receive than give. I mean, he loves going down on you, but nothing beats seeing those pretty lips wrapped around his cock.

P = Pace (Fast? Slow? Gentle? Rough?)

He's usually in between. So rough, but so gently. Fast, but not too quick.

Its amazing how precise and careful he can be while giving you both so much please.

Q = Quickie (How do they feel about quickies?)

He kinda likes them? Like, he definitely doesn't mind them and won't oppose them. But he'd much rather take his time with your body.

R = Risks (Do they like taking risks? Do they like to experiment?)

He doesn't mind experimenting and talks regularly with you about trying new things! Shoto isn't afraid to be risky and loves trying new things with you.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go?)

Oh, Shoto can go all night hun. Don't underestimate this cuties power to strip you of walking privileges the next day. And without remorse at that 😭

T = Toys (Do they use/own toys?)

Vibrators, collars, anal plugs, leashes, vibrating underwear.

U = Unfair (Do they tease?)

Shoto does it unconsciously. He'll be so wrapped up in admiring you that he won't notice your whine from his "teasing".

"You look so beautiful..."

"Sho, please, move, please.."

V = Volume (How loud are they? What sounds do they make?)

He's not too loud at all. He'll definitely dish all his groaning out on you, in your ear.

W = Wild card (Random scenario)

Shoto knew it was risky. But he honestly couldn't give a damn. Seeing you bent over the hood of his father's new car, pussy dripping wet and aching for him was worth it all. You look back at him and smirk "Let's make a mess, Sho." You teasingly swayed your hips causing Shoto to groan.

If he wasn't motivated before, he definitely is now. And he can't help the soft hiss as he sheaths his cock into your desperate cunt. Yanking you up by the hair, he whispers "Don't play with fire, Baby."

X = X Ray (Length, size)

Not too thick, but is definitely long with a curve going up. Its not hard for the man to find that G Spot.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

His sex drive is just a bit above average. I mean, he cant help but get horny when you're around him.

Z = Zzz.. (How quickly do they fall asleep afterwards?)

He stays up for a while before going to bed to talk you to sleep and relax himself. Then to admire your sleeping form because he finds you so amazing 🥺

[annoyinglyinstantstudent-bl-blog]

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